i am irritated...and not because things aren't going my way but because i feel like im trying and things just aren't working out. I feel like every time i put my hands to something its destroyed and i cant get it right. so now im just over it. i know i am not suppose to be able to have things come to me or be easy all the time  but dang can i get break for one minute. I went through a time where i didnt care about anything but now im trying to get over it and things just arent working for me....so i guess we will just call this my VENTING/COMPLAINING POST!!!!!!