so i woke up today with the intentions on getting my life together; doing everything i needed to do in order to be settled once a graduated. However, i went and talked to our career counselor today and explained to her my goals and aspirations. I guess she thought it was okay to blow them out of the window because she proceeds to explain to me that everything i am doing is wrong (well not in those exact words but...), she starts telling me how i need to be doing that and i should have been doing this, and blahzay blahzay...some counselor huh?!?!?...but anyway when i left her office i was so overwhelmed with frustration and confusion that i called my mother to tell her i was depressed and that i didnt know what i was going to do once i graduated, and if i didnt figure it out soon i was going to end up like a bum---or some raggedy prostitute that smokes crap on the corner (not having that)(OHHH the exaggeration lol). Being the women that she is---my mother explained to me that i did not need to worry and that i had nothing to worry about bc i have God on my side and he will make a way even there seems to be no way possible. When she spoke those words to me, i immediately thought about our church service on sunday, and how the pastor told us that we should always take control of the thoughts and ideas that come into our head. He told that when things/people put thoughts into our minds that stimulate and emotion (fear in my case), we have to take hold of those thoughts and turn them into something better. After that lady spoke those words to me i did get scared and feel defeated, but then i realized that no matter what comes my way...GOD has a specific purpose for me that only he can interfere with. So i won't worry and i won't feel scared...just do what i am suppose to do and know GOD will get the rest---BECAUSE see thats what happens when you get down with the LORD :)