So where do I start, I haven’t put genuine thought to paper in years. I guess I just got so caught up in the movement of life. Well it’d do me no good, to sit here and try to catch you up on all the things that have happen since I was here last, so I’ll just start with where I am now…and let’s just say I’m not as reckless as I used to be. I am much more disciplined (not entirely haha, but more than I was).  I have learned (and am still learning) to accept who I am and be happy with what I have to offer.  I’d like to say that that comes with age, but if I’m honest, it’s certainly a God thing not an age thing.  The last two years of my life have been the most rewarding, but also the most emotional and trying years of my life and I have no doubt that my level of peace is contributed to the Holy Spirit. Don’t worry I’m not about to sit here and preach to you (that’s not my style) but what I will tell you is that it’s real and there was nothing great that I had to do to undergo this transformation other than to listen and be obedient to the instruction of the Holy Spirit. There are times that I still struggle with self-image and even acceptance, but then I remember that I am greatly loved, and I have a community of people who are invested in seeing me be better. Love is a huge theme in my life right now, and not even romantic love, but just understanding the concept of that word in general. Learning how to love myself, learning how to love God and learning how to love others. Well, I guess that’s enough sappy talk for today. I want to start getting to in to writing, so I’ll be back sooner than you think.