EMOTIONS!!                               

I never understood how strong emotions were until now. I never experienced how your emotions can make you feel about a certain person, thing or subject. Its crazy...I have seen people loose owt on everything because they have allowed their feeling to take precedence over how they react to something. But what confuses me is how we know that we are being dumb we just chose not to change...is that a response to our emotions as well?? See just recently I got myself into a little situation that im not entirely sure that i have under control. All the things i thought were going well...yea well not so sure that they are what they seem to be. I am unsure if the way things are going has anything to do with my feelings or if its just the way things go. I wanna change and i wanna be different because if i dont i might miss owt on my good thing and i do wanna risk that. My emotions are heavy and when they get to flowing they go hard but why would i continue play them in hope thats things get better, because now that makes me just as dumb as the next person. So i dont know...but this is not how i pictured this going.............(SIGH!!!!!!!)